Archive for September, 2009

Things Needed to Make Methampetamine

Tue, 22 Sep 2009 15:39:32 +0000

I don’t usually go with things needed. That said, I have thought about a nice minimalist collection, because everyone has his breaking point and no one should be allowed into a laboratory. Once they pay the rent, they think they can come and go as they please, but you are going to forego the magstripe card access machine, aren’t you?

So people are standing around, breathing down your neck really. “I got that sold as soon as you finish with it, you know.”

You want the people out? Don’t tell them where it is, don’t tell them it exists, and swap out your entire crew if they do know. Feed them all to the police and start up someplace nobody knows about.

Yeah, they got a breaking point, neglecting the fact that apart from not having to wear a diaper yet, being learned, being between diaper years fore and aft, from Alzheimer’s from doing speed, and they ask what appears to be reasonable questions. “What do you need to do it?”
“Yeah, what equipment and chemicals do you require of us?”
” Now, you just go over there and be quiet. I’ll tell you what I require. You a Marine?”
“You got pugil sticks? Well I got a dugil stick. Dude, you’ll stick to the ceiling once I turn on the electromagnet concealed there. Because, I’m about to drive a spike right through your head!”

Here’s what you do. Thumb through a catalog. You will see apparatus, and you can tell what it all does, or find out what it does, and buy the kind that fits your price range. I have a VWR, 2003. Or is it Fisher?

Now, if you just answer what you do need, without addressing what is too hot to buy, you will send somebody into a set-up. But, I have never known the speed freak who was willing to step up and demand items in an order to be filled. Hey, guys. The sky won’t fall down just because you buy some stuff. Drive on over. Nobody else is going to do it. It’s like quitting smoking.

So, what kind of stuff is this? Answer: It is the most minor little stuff ever found in a laboratory. Once you manage to make a little speed, and you sell it, you do not even say, “There’s plenty more where that came from.” There probably won’t be. You probably broke something. You used something up. Mostly, if you have designated a space as a lab, there are far more items not to have in there. They will have to go so you don’t just grab them. Nothing that you have not personally selected to employ will probably do the job.

Build supports for things, benches and fume hoods, and fire control. Have a large container of water set up high. Bucket of sand. Outdoors solvent cabinet, metal.

I want a catalog of medical laboratory equipment. A dead cat goes in a battery jar, smell of formaldehyde. Walk around the house, see how far away you can smell it. I’m going to be a doctor someday. I’m not staying here in this dead-end burg all my life. I got a science fair project, that’s what. I know my bugs and my plants and I reel off scientific taxonomy until you are bored with it and go away.

I am into hacking now. I seriously want a new, cheap computer I can attack with the other computers in my house. That’s where it starts, doesn’t it? You get that going and then connect your trojan or your worm right up to the outside world, I bet.



The smaller one in the middle’s a 22 and the outside ones are fifties. Twelve is the same as five gallons.


The middle one’s a 12, and the outside ones are 22s. Now I can’t be wrong.


12 liters is not five gallons. It is 3.785 liters per gallon. Five gallons is really about 19 liters, so it’s the 22 that’s five gallons.


Oh, look. Another simo. The Mexican border had a shooting just when I posted this. San Ysidro was shut down for hours. “Alien smuggling”. I’m 13 miles north. The vans wouldn’t stop and Customs opened fire.


Four people were wounded Tuesday when federal agents opened fire on suspected human smugglers inside three crowded vehicles that entered the San Ysidro Port of Entry out of Baja California, authorities said.

The shooting at the U.S.-Mexico line in southern San Diego occurred shortly before 3:30 p.m. Minutes later, Customs and Immigration personnel had a number of suspects in custody, San Diego Police Department spokeswoman Monica Munoz said.

Medics treated several victims at the scene and took at least one to a Hillcrest trauma center, according to the San Diego Fire-Rescue Department. Their conditions were not immediately available.

It was unclear what prompted the volley of gunfire. The vehicles, one of them a van that had been reported stolen in San Diego, were entering the United States when the shots rang out, Munoz said.

The occupants of the vehicles were suspected of being involved in human smuggling, according to Lauren Mack, a public information officer for U.S. Immigration and Customs Enforcement.

ICE personnel took about 50 suspected illegal border-crossers into custody following the shooting, Mack told NBC 7/39.

Several federal agents apparently opened fire on the vehicles, Munoz said. The shooting will be investigated by the SDPD Homicide Unit, as is the case in all officer-involved shootings that occur in San Diego.

The border port remained open to through traffic following the shooting.
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Sun, 20 Sep 2009 22:20:41 +0000

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(Note: the first 4 steps are taken directly from posts by methhead, ignore the direct comments to people)

STEP #1 – Extraction of Pseudoephedrine
Materials – Step #1
gatorade jugss
pseudo/ephedrine pills
distilled H2O
tube (for siphoning)
coffee filters
heat source (for boiling down, electric stove recomended)
methanol (‘Heet’ brand works well)

….starting with your pills, crush them in a grinder, and put powder into a large washed out gatorade jug. make sure you wash with distilled water only. 1000 60mg pills, will yield 1 ounce of honey, at a 50% return. Next, add distilled water to the powder, and shake….let settle for a minute or two, and siphon off the water. Repeat steps, until you can’t taste the pseudo anymore. The pseudo has a bitter taste to it.. Now, make sure that you filter the liquid through coffee filters until the liquid is completely clear. When you have achieved this, boil it down til it’s real low and put on medium heat…..continue cooking it down, until your pseudo starts drying out, then finish with a blow dryer… Remember not to burn your pseudo…. Scrape the powder into a small pile, and put into another washed out Gatorade jug. Then add Methanol…. You’ll notice that a binder comes out in the methanol, but was clear in the water. Siphon, and filter, til this is clear……I use about 8 bottles of Heet brand methanol for every 4000 pills worth of powder. Again, filter til clear, then put on stove and boil…..this time, use a fan to blow on the top of your glass bowl to make sure it doesn’t spill over and catch fire…..Do the same thing that you did with the first batch, low heat, and blow dry…..Now you’ll have pure Pseudo…..The reason for the water pull, is to make sure you remove all the wax, because the wax is completely soluble in methanol. I forgot to mention, that when using the water, make sure it is ICE cold. Then, the methanol will bring out the last binder which is soluble in water. Step 2 coming up, but I have to run.

STEP #2 – Preparing the Setup
Materials – Step #2
(2) 2.5L gas cans
flask, or reaction vessel (perferably filter flask)
braided hose
PPVC spout (for excess water)
one hole stopper (for flask)
hose clamps
duct tape
PVC connection for one hole stopper


….. okay, now you should have your pseudo ready to go……just remember the ratios that I give you..okay…now to make the push/pull……the best thing about it, is the fact that since it’s enclosed, there is no smell and the process only takes an hour or so…….take 2 2.5 gallon plastic gas cans….tape them together with duct tape , so that the can sit side by side. Next, take the nozzles from the the gas cans and attach them together…..usually, I cut the end off of one, and stick the other into it. then I hot glue them together, to seal them. so then you attach them back onto the cans. this allows water from one side, to enter into the other side. Make sure that you screw them back on tight, and that your seal is air tight, so that when you stand them up on their ends, water and/or air does not leak out……Next, take the can on the right side and attach a clear pvc tubing onto the air inlet of the gas can. This you use to run into a sink, or shower, or empty container, cuz sometimes iodine water will get pushed out from the reaction. Make sure you use a hose clamp and hot glue to secure it tightly. Next, take the can on the left, and attach a clear, BRAIDED, hose to the air inlet. This is the hose that will be attached to the stopper on the flask. It has to be braided, so that it won’t collapse when the heat and pressure build up on the final rxn phase. Make sure that you use a hose clamp, and some hot glue to attach, cuz you don’t want it to come loose. once this is down, fill one of the gas with 2 1/4 gallons of distilled water. Then stand the gas cans on end, so that the air inlets are up, and the U connection you made with the spouts are on the bottom. Attaching the hose to the stopper, can be a bit tricky. I use a threaded pvc connector. PVC won’t deteriorate from the acids, or the heat. There’s a special name for the type of connector I use, so it would be best if I go find out what it is and let you know, cuz the way it’s threaded, it won’t get pushed out of the stopper. You can build this setup for around 30 american dollars from parts at home depot. I shall return later with the name. Anyways, after you’ve connected the hose to the stopper, you’re almost ready to go. The reason you have distilled water in the cans, is so that you can create a pressure. The push comes from the contents forcing out oxygen, and the pull comes from a complete hydrogen state, and after the final rxn, it tries to “breathe” back in oxygen. Use distilled water, cuz sometimes the pull is so hard, that it actually sucks water, back into the flask. Back soon with step 3.

STEP #3 – The Reaction
Materials – Step #3
heat source (electric stove)
red phosphorous
distilled H2O
duct tape
rubbermaid “server” jug
visionware bowl
fan (for cooling bowl)


….to answer a couple questions real quick, fzr96… shouldn’t have cooked for 4 hours……only about 1 to 1 1/2 hours……and if it never pulled, then it was never done……..Here, this might help answer the questions…… I use a 4000ml vacuum, or filter flask, cuz it has a nipple on the side. I attach a clear hose to this nipple, with a hose clamp, and pinch the hose closed with a pair of vise grips. Then I’m ready to get started. Here’s the ratio….. take whatever amount of E you have, and match it with I. Then divide the amount of E you have, and that’s how much R you need to use. My teacher told me though, that if you were to make less than an ounce of honey, you have to use half the amount of R, instead of 1/3. I don’t know though, cuz I’ve never done less than 4 ounces. So, if it’s 4 ounces, i should have 240 grams E, 240 grams I, and 80 grams of R. Take the flask, and first dump in the R. Then, dump in the E. Add 3 small capfuls of distilled water. If you’re using re-used R, then add a small bump of hydrogen peroxide. Okay, now this part is the best. Add in the I, but be sure to hurry up and stopper the flask. Then use duct tape to wrap around the stopper and neck of flask, to ensure it doesn’t pop off on you. Now, pick up the flask and stir the contents. Sometimes it’s quick, and sometimes it’s not, but the contents inside should start getting liquidy. If it happens quick, the contents will appear to start to grow. Shake more, in order to calm it down, cuz you don’t want a fast reaction. You should notice that the water is pushing, and air maybe coming out the right side gas can. Keep stirring and shaking till the entire contents are liquidy. If you look inside the flask, you’ll notice tiny little sprinkles everywhere in the mix. This is caused by the I reacting with the R, and creating Hydriodic acid. Keep your eye on it. You’ll notice that at first, you have to stir the contents to calm it down. Then after about 15 minutes, it calms down on its own. Then, you have to stir to keep the reaction going. Let this stirring go on for about half an hour or so. Then, get a large stainless steel stock pot, and one of those portable electric stoves. Make sure you use the low burning side…. I went ahead and tested my reaction heat by getting a candy thermometer, and placing the stock pot on the stove and turning it on, I’ve noticed that you don’t ever want your heat to get higher than 180 degrees, and that you should start cooking at 150 degrees… Test your stove out before you cook, and look at the dial on the stove, as to where the certain degrees are. Now, place the stock pot on the stove, at 150 degrees, and place the flask in the pot. Pick up the flask every few minutes and keep stirring, replacing the flask back in the pot. After about half an hour of this, (making it 1 hour total cook time), turn up the heat to 180 degrees and keep the stirring process up. You’ll notice that the contents will get real liquidy, and a yellow film will be inside. The mix will look like it wants to literally grow inside the flask. After a few more shakes, let it go, you’ll notice that more air and water will get pushed out of the gas can and the reaction will get violent. At this stage, I usually throw a towel over the top of the flask, cuz I’ve had accidents before, like the hose coming out of the stopper and contents get sprayed everywhere. When the push/pull is a rockin away, then unplug the stove and let it go. When the pushing has stopped, check the flask. The contents should have grown, and filled the entire flask, and a swirling green/white smoke should fill the flask. If this didn’t happen, then it’s not done. Plug back in the stove, and let it go. This final reaction, is what turns your E into Honey. What happens, is the contents reach a totally hydrogen state. The last of the I has turned into Hydriodic acid and all the oxygen gets pushed out of the flask. This is where you get the pull from…Cuz the hydrogen state combined with heat, creates a pressurized vacuum state. After this final reaction has happened, let the flask cool down, and every 2 minutes, stir the contents. You do this, because when you stir up the contents, you make sure that more E gets turned into Honey. Then when the flask has cooled down to a warm state, keep the nipple hose pinched, and release the vice grips. Place a funnel into the hose, and add distilled water to the funnel, then unpinch the hose and let the water into the flask. Let air get in through the hose cuz if you don’t, then as soon as the water hits the inside of the flask, the vacuum will pick up and suck water from the push/ pull. Add more distilled water and remove the duct tape and stopper. Shake the flask around, and pour the contents into a heavy visionware bowl. Add more distilled water to the flask, to clean it out, and add to the visionware. Next, place bowl on the stove, and put on high heat. Get a plastic spoon, and wash with distilled water, to use to stir the mix. Place a fan next to the stove to use to cool the bowl down. Stir the contents to a boil, and remove from heat. Turn the fan on, onto the bowl, and let cool down a bit. You’ll notice that all of your R has dropped to the bottom of the bowl, and it’s ready to filter. You should have a golden colored liquid. Filter, until all the R is out of the liquid, and place into a rubbermaid “server” jug. I’ll be back with the rest in a bit……..THE FINAL STEPS

Materials – Step #4
store bought ice
coleman’s fuel
‘red devil’ brand lye (sodium hydroxide)
gatorade bottles
distilled H2O
tube (for siphoning)
shot glass
‘3-way pool test strip’ (pH paper)
muriatic acid
eye dropper type bottle
visionware bowl
heat source
blow dryer
ice water


FINAL STEPS>>>>>>>okay boys and ghouls, yes, this is the most important part, and if you follow everything right, you won’t even need to wash the shit……trust me, my honey has never needed a washing YET!…..almost never leaves a residue in the pipe… me… where i live…..i’m just about number one in quality……and i’ll be chatting to TOAST about pics………….okay…….. put the yellow colored liquid into the rubbermaid server jug from wal-mart….. this is acid/honey water…….put in a small layer of ice (bag of ice bought from any store, cuz it’s allllll distilled), then add an equal portion of Colemans fuel….. if you don’t use ice, you’re going to get a volcano eruption of lye/acid/colemans all over the place…….when the lye hits the acid, it’ll heat up and create alot of pressure……the ice keeps this from happening, until you shake up the container.. next, add about 1/4 can of Red Devil Lye… in mine, it takes about a 1/2 can…… but you don’t want to overkill the lye or you’ll lose everything…….now screw on the pop-top lid, and shake, with small towel over the top….just in case of leakage…. the jug should heat up and expand…..let settle for a second, and undo the pop-top to let out pressure, close, and repeat…… add more lye as you go along, until you get a very strong cat urine/ammonia smell….. when your nostrils have received this little message, it’s time to let the mix settle, and siphon……..take a large gatorade bottle, and poke a hole in the screw top…. next, wash out the bottle, and cap thoroughly, using distilled water…….. next, siphon the colemans, into a filtered funnel, into the gatorade bottle…….now, you should have one gatorade bottle, with honey/colemans fuel in it……..add an equal amount of distilled water to this…. then, shake the contents up..always remember to cover the hole in the top with your finger when shaking…….turn the bottle over, holding the hole closed, and let settle, then with your other hand, grab a 3-way pool test strip and place over a shot glass, then let a small amount of water run over the ph part of the strip….the color should be a violet blue……..lots of honey in there folks……so, turn the jug upright again, and remove cap……next, we have to “push” the honey into the water…. to do this, get some muriatic acid, and a small bottle with a dropper type top on it. fill this with muriatic, and add a small squirt into the bottle…….if you look at the water when you do this, you’ll see the acid fall to the bottom, and quickly surface. But, with the acid, you’ll see ribbons of honey stay in the water……..cover the hole with your finger again, and shake….. turn the bottle over, holding the hole with your finger, and test again…..keep repeating this, until the ph strip turns a reddish-pink color……this is the ph level you need to keep it at…..if the strip goes yellow, that means there’s too much acid and there’s nothing you can do about it… at least not if you haven’t saved anything in your shot glass……just take the water from the shot glass, and add it to the jug, then retest…….if the strip is okay, then replace a clean visionware bowl on the stove, and drain the water into it…..bee careful not to let the colemans fuel fall into it, or your honey will be good, but tainted……if some does get through, take lighter, and light the top of the water, and the colemans will burn away…….. now, turn it up to a boil, and wait till you see it “cracking back”. you should have the fan on it, to help it go faster. When it starts to “crack back” alot, remove from heat, and place the bowl in ice water…. WARNING…..make sure its a Corning VisionsWare bowl….it’s the only glass bowl that I know of that can go from extreme heat and cold……other glass bowls would shatter upon even touching the ice cold water….. after putting the bowl in ice water, make sure you get a blow dryer, and blow air into the bowl to help it dry……if it’s still too liquidy after 5 minutes, then replace on the heat for a few more minutes and repeat.. if you’re too afraid of hurting the honey, then just use the blow dryer to dry the rest of the way……….well folks, all I can do to help you, is answer questions, take some pictures, and MAKE THE VIDEO….. wonder if I should charge?….doubt it….. knowledge is free…….

STEP #5 – Purification


Washing is not necessarily a needed step, and is provided just a misc. information.

By toast, Inspired by Replies from Wehh, spitball (this whole thing is pretty much his idea in my words), and Worlock
Materials – Step #5 – Method #1
acetone safe container

Find a container that is made of an acetone safe material (glass, some plastics), this will be your “used acetone collector”. Now find a funnel as big as the opening of this container. Place the funnel so it rests in the opening, and place a coffee filter or two in the top of the funnel. On this filter, place your “substance to be purified.” The acetone for this procedure should be pre-chilled, just put it in the freezer for awhile. Putting it in the freezer for too long could cause condensation (thanks spitball). Pour the cold acetone over the “substance to be purified” and watch as it gets whiter and whiter! :0) (Note: “If you’re not using lab grade acetone, you’re going to lose more of the product any ways, so there’s really no reason to cool it, although in small quantities it’ll be a noticable loss.” – spitball)


Image by toast, taken from “The Organic Chemistry Survival Manual” by James W. Zubrick, pg. 128
Materials – Step #5 – Method #2
buchner funnel
filter paper (coffee filter)
vacuum source
filter flask
one hole stopper


I feel much explanation for this method is not needed, seeing as how purification may not even be a necessary step in the push/pull method (see Step #4). However, it must be clarified that the “substance to be purified” is mixed with acetone in a seperate flask, then poured through the funnel, with the vacuum on. The vacuum removes the acetone and the impurities, with minimal loss of product (thanks Worlock).

last updated: 6/13/99

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[fixed that. i had to just jack. i didn compose. never distill diethyl ether to dryness so as not to form explosive organic peroxides ( i don’ think that’s in there)]

[there’s no “hydrogen state” going on. It is just that heating something builds up the pressure, and cooling it back down causes a partial vacuum to form. I needed this method in here because the iodine and red P together react too violently with water, and you have to have the push-pull to take up the extra pressure.]


Sun, 20 Sep 2009 21:00:48 +0000

My blog is called “How to Make Methamphetamine”. Find it at

Thanks for having such a blog as requires courage to post. I do not see any recent posts on it. I hope you are still around.

I collect the information. You know what I mean, like it says in the subject line, not information about people. I’ll probably never use it. Since I am effectively cut off from laboratory experiments, I am a little bit politically incorrect.

That acetone peroxide, a non-N containing explosive, invisible to explosives-sniffing machines exists is fascinating.

My question is, “What are two vapors rising from separate locations in the room and mixing together on the ceiling and catching fire or exploding?” I do not know the answer. Somebody at one time said there was such a thing. I don’t know where to look it up. I know aniline and hydrazine are hypergolic fuels, but I wouldn’t want to be in the same room with them.

The news today has a terrorist suspect, and the lady on television said it was a peroxide explosive. Badda-bing, badda-bing. Led to you.

Drugs will have to be legalized before I can experiment with them (too many priors), so, let’s get on that problem and get that done real soon. I’m waitin’.

I watched a 15-year old make explosives in 1962. I was ten. California outlawed model rockets that year. By the time they legalized them, I was 18. I slowly switched over to the drugs; when I was 23 I went to the hospital with a twisted ankle and met a teen with a stump for a hand. It is almost worth it so you can say, “I blew off my fingers, but it’s all good.” I got my first manufacturing case in Orange County in 1987. I was doing it out of Orange County, but when I came back I got it again in 1996. I figure it was the drugs. I don’t use them, I don’t make them. I blog about making them. just like you say on your site, you won’t find it anywhere else. Yeah, I believe you, too.

Some people know much more than me, and have tried more kinds, because I am starting to appreciate: Your generation makes awesome strides in a hurry. I’m 57 now, like lanthanum.


Steve B.


Sun, 20 Sep 2009 11:31:52 +0000

Thank you for bringing the story of Che to the people. I do not believe that it will do any good. They are too decadent. If their situation becomes more desperate, perhaps they will abandon some of their beliefs.

The psychological analysis of why the people of the West may not abandon their beliefs is given by Wikipedia under “Cognitive dissonance”.

The difference between Che and Castro is given, I believe, by the realization that acting together, one of them was martyred and the other one went on to exploit this martyrdom. In fact, I suspect that Castro refused Che sanctuary in Cuba, and thus he was able to be tracked down and killed in South America. Castro did sacrifice thousands, he believed in the cause, and his words reveal the unique world view of many Latin Americans within their unique cultural perspective. He worked several steps ahead in the game, only he knew the plan. Che remains forever young. You yourself refer to “the best photograph”. All we want is the latest news, with the latest photographs.

I hope all you revolutionaries do not intend to conduct a Spanish-speakers’ campaign of terror within the United States and leave the rest of us out.

Now, I have to get back to my blog. I already have this written down; it’s called “Jagbooce”. It is Jackboots the way you say it when you’re drunk. Jackbooted thugs are the right-wing paramilitary scourge of the people who serve the established government and make dissidents disappear.


1. Are you asking who this is? It is Arnilengg. I just approved his comment, but he said Che. I was hoping he meant Chemistry. No such luck. I’m burning my candle at both ends. I now intend to upload a picture, so I can feel less foolish. Lace is stupid. I barely tolerate knots, but at least you can rip a fingernail trying to untie one, so there it is there.
2. Deal’s to bury Swayze. Like I say, he leaves us with genetics to keep in mind. Where do the drugs affect dopamine, whether there is a predisposition to become addicted, can we distribute the computing power to crack the genetic code, can’t we transplant the coke gene into alfalfa?
3. Swayze, me and Sting are the same age, the same height. So this song, Synchronicity, it is what we do not find in The Alan Parson Project. That song was Stereotomy. This is because of what is left to us in history to discover when the ppl just before us picked the low-hanging fruit. I never thought I’d Like Sting. Alan Parson did the synthesizers on Floyd’s Dark Side of the Moon, but Pink Floyd had a Che, eulogized while he was still alive in Shine On You Crazy Diamond, because we all go on the precept of deathamental, experimentally dead because the lights are on but nobody’s home. Oh, (Crak!). So you can’t use me? Am I occupying space for which you have other purposes?

Addiction 1.0
5. Yeah, I was writin down below and I remembered my last thang. I don’t want to mess up my word count. I wrote “I am”, as in the movie I Am Sam (bullshit), as a contraction “I’m”, and it is a wrong-un, because it owns an odd number of letters (now I am at 50-50 of getting off by one; that’s nonviable). I don’t get off one letter.

D . O . N
T . G . E
T . O . F
F . O . N
E . L . E
T . T . E………………..R1
It still has four corners; I do not get off one letter still has four corners; I’m do not get off one letter has only three corners. “I’m no.”, “Ine your niece!”, are the categorical vulgarities.

The person was the police spokeswoman for Yale when she says that, “We recovered several items”. This is before Le’s body is discovered. She says it wrong. You should be able to view the video. She says, “We recovered several itemans”, like the last part of the word, “vitamins”, but Itemans is already part of my speech. I want it with the extra letter put in, not made a syllable out of, as, “ITEMNS” . The prototypical word is the inexplicable presence of a ‘g’ in “sign”. Do we have to live with this? It’ll cause the collapse of Western Civilization, mark my words. You can survive, though. At least she got past “WE WE COVERED”. Sign should be extended to “bone”, like a few good Marines: Be One, B-one B1. I need “bogne”. I threw down Maser in Scrabble the other day. Its a small Japanese bush. I got fifty bonus points. My name’s Kip (Orange County). A SYGEON (sign right), is a psychic medico, “surgeon” with a New York accent, for when cases like John Lennon are brought into Emergency. He didn need a doctor. He needed a priest. They said ppl said he was un-American, and asked him what he thought. He says, “Well, they’re right. I’m not American.”
6. If we spin out of the birth canal and go to the graduation, after twenty years of schooling we get to Mike Judge, UCSD Physics, 1985. I graduated when he graduated. When I graduated is 1974, with just a little bit of imagination. I did not graduate when I was supposed to. I graduate when Beavis and Butthead graduated.

Addiction 1.0 version means it has the bugs out of it. It’s a package.
A. as an addict, I’m not as good.
……………1. You would think that I just can’t drink.
………………..a. Not being able to drink is easier said than done. There are other things I can’t do or else I will drink, and not all of those are Generally Regarded As Bad (GRAB).
B. The cause of a bad thing must be eliminated.
……………1. The bad thing is addiction.
………………..a. Addiction is a social problem, with my mistakes as my fault, and not my addiction’s fault.
………………..b. But, my addiction is the fault of society and the government.
…………………….i. Whether it is or it isn’t depended upon moving from the one to the many.
-the citizen is inferior to the government
-society is superior to its ppl
-the words with negative connotation are taken out of context. You can’t “blame” the government. Nothing is its “fault”. If anything is their fault, it is their “responsibility”. It declares at one and the same time that it will pay off the aggrieved while still being responsible for the lives of all those living. A “felon” does not get to “charge” the government.

“There’s a felon to see you, sir.”
“Is he in chains?”
“Yes, sir.”
“Well, cattle-prod him in immediately. I’m going to lunch.”
“Yes, sir.”
“And play him some music over the loudspeakers above the cage.”
“Yes, sir.”
Don’t let them say that we are not responsive to the needs.”

Now we know that I am not good, and that this no-goodness extends past the quaffing of my thirst. How can that be?

Well, as we claimed earlier, intelligence consists
of ……………………………………………

the intelligence that there is……………….
whatever kind…………………………………
and there is no more……………………….
Therefore, humans are not interchangeable (by God) riding up and down on moonbeams. They must be expunged from the scene by skiploader, so that you get the plant and its roots. The intelligence is located in the individuals and in the surroundings holding them together, as if you looked down on street life from another location. The intelligence is there, and there is more than you get by separating all the people and summing up the intelligence of each one.

Intelligence can be bad, of course, and is very rarely good, being mostly consumed in personal problems. And, forget The Bill of Rights without intellectuals. But, the government still functions without The Bill of Rights since “We The People” means, “We The Dead People”.

The intellect which is part of codified law is the revenge.
The Bill of Rights is a friend to the living, so the six things life, death, rights, tyro (tyranny), person, ppl, give us, besides the usual {life, rights, ppl}, other realms Gulliver encounters in his Travels. The addict must be in {life, tyro, person}. Here, I’ll give you something:


You recall that the C.I.A. put LSD into society then claimed that we were insane (and an addict. If you need this, you can use “drugged-out loser” (Orange County). I’ll then say, “Harsh”.)

When I said superior the last time, what I meant was that mathematical set theory when used even once blows up the language. You don’t want the implications of math in society or all the roads into town will be lined with heads up on fenceposts.


The Police

Sat, 19 Sep 2009 19:14:35 +0000

Synchronicity I

With one breath, with one flow
You will know

A sleep trance, a dream dance
A shaped romance

A connecting principle
Linked to the invisible
Almost imperceptible
Something inexpressible
Science insusceptible
Logic so inflexible
Causally connectable
Yet nothing is invincible

If we share this nightmare
Then we can dream
Spiritus mundi

If you act as you think
The missing link

We know you, they know me

A star fall, a phone call
It joins all

It’s so deep, it’s so wide
You’re inside

Effect without cause
Sub-atomic laws, scientific pause



Sat, 19 Sep 2009 17:19:12 +0000

Why might I interject myself in the debate over illegal drugs (I just wanted to use the name of the drink ‘Mai Tai’ in a sentence.)?

steam distillsquamous

For anyone who may have noticed, I stated in my last post that I could Google-Images the units and illustrate them better than merely ogling over fifty-liter flasks (which you get on a good day searching “methlabs”). I am putting one for steam distillation in this week’s post, although I don’t post once a week. I’m to where yes, you can look up how to make meth on the Internet, and there is even a “troll” online who will bitch because not everybody knows how to make it yet, name of Steve.

Now, “squamous” is not on here just because there is a method to my madness, and don’t jerk me off. It’s on here because I can get my third form of cancer, like we are having our seventh wedding anniversary.

To digress, “wedding” means “terrorist attack” if you believe the F.B.I., which I do not (neither does anybody else. Their crime lab is highly suspect). But, I tell spycraft, and I’d hate to blurt out what I could say if I really had it in for them. You are really better off telling on them if you can, because once they arrest you, you’re never heard from again, and others decide which of your statements to publish.

In the instance I have in my mind, someone sends an email saying that he found the “Mk-12 Type fissile bomb” a buyer wanted, in The Sum of All Fears. You would never do that, I should hope. Clancy, the author, suggests that US Pu armed Israel. He does not say that about Pakistan. It is a little harder to swallow-not a bit harder to believe.

What you do-I fd this online- is to not worry about your precious password. You tell the others in the cell what it is, and you all log into the same email account and there’s the message in the Drafts. At least it’s better than Clancy. I don’t know if it makes it good. Anti-drug propaganda is not why I don’t use, but I have no use for the rich. If they say ppl want to kill them, I can’t say some don’t.


Squamous just means scaly. S,Q,U,A-…squaw (do you know how to spell ‘squaw’? How about ‘squawk’? Kwiss Wok (Chris Rock, propagandist, nigger, comedian, moneyed), now, he is going to say ain’t no woman want a ashy dick, because he’s never experienced a world without the mind of Steve Billinghurst in it, and what’s fitty-sebn? It’s the Gettysburg Address. Four score and seven years ago our four grandparents brought our two parents onto this continent and the world hasn’t been the same since, because we’re white. A ashy skin appearance is nice, if you ask me. A red, irritated pudenda both looks and feels next to sexually aroused. The ashy kind can set there all day like fine art to enjoy at your leisure, if we weren’t so uptight in this country.

Notice the hand model, above, in the Posey restraints. That is not how it is. This looks like Prometheus on the rock. In reality, they flop you on your face and ppl pile on you while they’re attached. They’re soft restraints. That does not mean they are akin to Gravity Boots. They are akin to crucifixion. The legal limit is three-four hours. Eight’s pure torture. You must arch your back or your face is pressed into a mattress. Remember the nose? The pepper spray still burns in the eyes. The heebie-jeebies come after your mind. The elbows can’t come into play. Staff laughs out at the nurse’s station.


This is cruciform. Lunge at me with a butterfly knife and I’ll slice down your finger with a piece of a wine glass. Set up a satchel charge at my hillbilly staff meeting and I’ll survive. I will survive. The South will rise agin. Reckon I could get a Stars-and-Bars in here? Can I get a “Hell yeah!”? Happy Birthday, Ade.


Your meth oil floats on top of the water. There’s a little misinfo in ‘nat there diagram.


I have set up a discussion by someone who does not care whether ppl believe he’s crazy. I showed the restraints. I do care if I get busted; I am looking for justice. I’m not going to get any. Know what “doing justice” is? Alrighty,then.

Here’s the discussion: Intelligence consists of all the types of intelligence that there are. We are pretty familiar with human intelligence, but you didn’t really believe that 35 was going to be the age of a POTUS, did you? It’s 45. The Constitution says 35 so somebody would know crazy, that being so crazy that 35 said to them to hit on 35. No. Not going to happen. Do you wonder why? Do you seriously want to put a 35-year-old out there to deal with world leaders who know what they’re doing? Don’t make me laugh.

The high-intelligence that we do have is that which being rich can affect, and that is just human. There is animal, there is artificial. Those are all examples of living (or invented by living). What about God? That one is out there, baby. It’s infinite. (and yours is finite). It’s not all lies, just the part told to you by ppl.

Polity is the form of constitution of a politically-organized unit. I am using that word to mean “assholity”. You can’t go around saying assholes all the time.

Who would deny that depression goes along with alcoholism? Notice that I am avoiding a discussion about alcohol itself by just taking over at the point of an alcoholic. I am afraid of our government propaganda. You can’t even escape it. It is mind-boggling. We are all compromised in our arguments. I refuse to believe anyone is stupid enough to actually believe what they say, so I must put the onus on the arguments themselves. However, resistance to arguments is marshmallow shit. There is resistance to accepting that our government intends to use violence rather than to actually change its mind. But, if we do that, we can win.


I showed restraint. I showed the nunchaku. Now I have to tell about a non-depressive thing which exists side-by-side with you. I was working out. You get a workout partner, or not. I had a piped-in music system. I was under the bar on a Nautilus bench press and the song said, “Precious and few are the moments we two can share.” I saw how “press” of “bench press” was there, and it made it easier. How much easier? Well, it is always present, so, we do not know how much it contributed to life–maybe enough to overcome the damage from cigarette smoking. It said to press, so I pressed. That’s how training works. Later I was on the Lifecycle and it said, “Flex your power (SDG&E)”; I was flexing, running. There is a sound in my head accompanying consciousness, a kind of sound like an open microphone even though nothing is playing.


How can U.S.A. not be evil and dominate the world? “It’s not Hitler.”?



Fri, 18 Sep 2009 22:34:44 +0000

I started Googling the various steps, first “reflux”, next “steam distillation”, “buchner funnel”, “separatory funnel”, instead of just Googling “Meth Lab”, and that gives better results (on Google Images).


The picture on the left shows the basic reflux setup consisting of are heating mantle, a round bottom flask, a Liebig condenser used in reflux mode and a gas adapter on top. The picture on the right side shows the flask with a matching heating mantle and a stirring bar.

When you choose the size of your setup, keep the following things in mind:

1. Make sure that the flask is not more than half filled to allow enough room for expansion and boiling.

2. The entire setup is clamped at the neck of the flask (using a proper sized clamp). It holds the weight of the entire setup.

3. The inlet of the water is on the lower end of the condenser, the outlet at the upper end independent if the condenser is used for reflux or distillation. This way you will get away with a lower water flow for cooling, because the outer jacket of the condenser will fill up with water first before it reaches the outlet.

4. The heating mantle should fit the flask size. A heating mantle that is either too small or too big, has a poor contact with the flask, which damages the heating mantle. The lack of contact causes the heating mantle to overheat and burn out. A heating mantle that is slightly to big can be filled with sand to achieve a better heat transfer.

5. Most heating mantles have no temperature/power control. An external device has to be attached to control the power input. Never plug the heating mantle directly into a wall plug!!

6. If you heat a system, you need to have an ‘overpressure valve’ somewhere in your setup. It doesn’t matter what you heat, the media always will expand (more or less) and will ultimatively build up a significant pressure, which can cause heavy explosions, followed by a fire if you heat flammable or pyrophoric materials. In many cases, you will connect it to the inert gas part of your Schlenk line. Make sure that you open it before you start heating.

7. Lubricate the joints lightly.

8. Lastly, don’t forget to add a spin bar into your flask to mix the solution during the reaction.



why ccl4 dipole moment is zero

Fri, 18 Sep 2009 21:48:08 +0000

Because if you pick one end of it and move along it to the other end there won’t be any change in the charge.




pentanoic acid

Carbon tet’s a spot remover; I gave you the generic product name. If somebody wants you to huff that with them to get high, pass. Check your toxicity data online. Besides acute toxicity, CCl4 should be a potent carcinogen.

If it is flashed at high temperature, like dropping it on red-hot metal, it should pyrolize to form phosgene, a war gas. I am not a terrorist.

It is not really true that you trace from one end to the other. I am only a chemist and let’s face it: I was never very good and I did it a long time ago.

I don’t know what you do. I just know it when I see it, and this one is all balled-up with one carbon atom and every way out from the center looks the same. In contrast, each end of the carboxylic acid is different. Since the nuclei of the atoms making up a molecule occupy given geometrical locations and the electrons smear out around that geometry, the electrons can concentrate around whichever nuclei draw them the strongest. The electrons in question are only the outermost bonding or “antibonding” electrons, and also the energy levels which would have electrons in them if there were enough. The pertinent quantity is the “Pauling electronegativity”, and F is the strongest, and O is second. Pentanoic acid has some Os.

Dipole moment arises from partial charge, which is present even though the mathematical balance of electrons required in a structural formula is satisfied and, thus, the compound is neutral overall. It is very important since it strips electron density away leaving nuclei deshielded and gives rise to chemistry between species or between monomers or intramolecularly, or, I believe in this context, explains solvation.


The chloride ligands are directed to the corners of a tetrahedron, so, this is what CCl4 really looks like, since it isn’t flat like I first drew it. This is CH4, methane, but, the geometry is the same. Methane’s dipole moment is _______?



Henrik Ibsen

Wed, 16 Sep 2009 19:35:09 +0000

THE MINER by Henrik Ibsen
BEETLING rock, with roar and smoke
Break before my hammer-stroke!
Deeper I must thrust and lower
Till I hear the ring of ore.

Henry Gibson, the actor (that name is a play on Henrik Ibsen), dies Monday. I posted “I Dropped the Doll”, then that news appeared. I can easily go to posts previous to death itself, but why bother? This works for me, as long as “Doll” the post is too long to deliver a succinct message. If we can get free from the necessity of proving that events may be treated as psychic with each instance, we can move on, where the lessons abide.

This lesson is to put the different ways each Beatle used the word “mother”,and to show that one (John), got his lyric from a nursery rhyme. “The lyric arts”, or, composition of words, include more than songs. They are poems and plays, too, at least.

Henry Gibson, as an actor played “the poet”, in a rather improvisational sense, on Laugh-In, which was a play on hippies and their “Love-in” public gatherings (s.a. Tom Wolfe’s The Electric Kool-Aid Acid Test), but, “Henry Gibson”, the name, was transparent. It wasn’t a thing to hide behind. The original which he must have been satirizing was Robert Zimmerman as “Bob Dylan”, based upon Dylan Thomas, a writer. Actual writers of a like nature not to miss (well, certain works are not to be missed), I’d say are Aldous Huxley, Upton Sinclair, and George Orwell, because the extremely articulate are in such demand to expose the true nature of the great powers (that they are damn likely to destroy the earth (I mean “to destroy us all”, but I hate that phrase. To me, “us all” is just “a sol”, and a sol may physically change to a gel, so that should we get sidetracked into a sol/gel controversy, or a sol/gel/micelle/foam thing, one will get lost elucidating the origin and role of lipid bilayers in the formation of the cell)).

Here is Jack Kerouac on speed acting like he is being sucked inexorably into a radio:


I like the unconventional, using the degree of belief in each word the reader brings, such that if I wish, I may put “I” when I know the word is “he”; I may change the tense of the verbs, or anything. This is to delineate the way that true statements often contain enough earmarks to be undeniably true. I think they must be around a hundred words, with several independent checks among them, for verisimilitude.

“The Alligator”, a poem by Henry Gibson. It is to laugh. You don’t say your own name. You just read the poem.


I Dropped the Doll

Wed, 16 Sep 2009 12:31:26 +0000

I have given up being psychic after a couple of spectacular failures. Now I can spend the $1 bills I have stockpiled. I no longer believe there is a message therein encoded. I got out of it just in the nick of time. I was almost crazy.

“I dropped the doll” means “I am dead”. It is for when you talk to dead ppl, since you never know. You can’t see them. The mafia doesn’t believe in ghosts. They kill ppl. They understand the whole thing. “Send him some flowers he can’t smell”, is what the boss says. So, if somebody says that, be forewarned. It is fraught with meaning.

The world made out of psychic phenomena has ppl walking around, but they are material objects with presumably a spirit inhabiting each one. Does the ectoplasm of the spirit conform to the shape of the body? Is a person composed of a quantity of ectoplasm appropriate to its size? Is the human psychically occupying a level in a heirarchy of development, with God at the top and worms at the bottom? I think “complexity” covers that last one. In our society today, many ppl blogging about current events take the long view, with society consisting in it. If so, it would be sociological. However, just when sociology would describe the advancement over mundane, personal affairs into a view of greater scope, the word “society” has been replaced by the word, “civilization”, so that we may extend our theories to deal with its collapse. Blogging is indistinguishable from the Internet, and that news source tends towards hysteria. The last time you take “Civics” is in high school. The course was really called, “Civics and Economics”. My teacher was Mike Real. He was Homecoming King in high school. That is not Valedictorian. It is a way around, what we call an ‘end run’. You can get a ‘coup’ over the real students. In the real world, the bloggers now call anything other than just being a celebrity, “heavy lifting”, if some crisis needs averting or some ppl need killing.

I cut my teeth on John Lennon, because he covered the psychic world in great depth. I’ve seen the apparition of JWL. It happens when I’m 28. At 29 I am getting my life together in a new location, going toward marriage. There’s never any money. Faced with getting enough I’m afraid I sometimes fail. I need help. I need a union, a degree, a skill, etc. Now that I have sobriety I can stand a lot more depression.


Cry baby cry
Make your mother sigh
She’s old enough to know better

The king of Marigold was in the kitchen
Cooking breakfast for the queen
The queen was in the parlour
Playing piano for the children of the king

Cry baby cry
Make your mother sigh
She’s old enough to know better
So cry baby cry

The king was in the garden
Picking flowers for a friend who came to play
The queen was in the playroom
Painting pictures for the childrens holiday

Cry baby cry
Make your mother sigh
She’s old enough to know better
So cry baby cry

The duchess of Kircaldy always smiling
And arriving late for tea
The duke was having problems
With a message at the local bird and bee

Cry baby cry
Make your mother sigh
She’s old enough to know better
So cry baby cry

At twelve o’clock a meeting round the table
For a seance in the dark
With voices out of nowhere
Put on specially by the children for a lark

Cry baby cry
Make your mother sigh
She’s old enough to know better
So cry baby cry cry cry cry baby
Make your mother sigh
She’s old enough to know better
Cry baby cry

Cry cry cry
Make your mother sigh
She’s old enough to know better
So cry baby cry

That’s a John; there a half-dozen like this; they really make you trip out. The words do not mean what they seem to. They form a basis and take on different meanings each time you hear them. The place name, “Kircaldy”, sounds like “Kick or die”, for the problem of being almost dead from taking dope.
It has a seance to ground you in the small collection of psi-specific concepts.

Let’s all get up and dance to a song
That was a hit before your mother was born.
Though she was born a long, long time ago
Your mother should know (Your mother should…)
Your mother should know (…know.)
Sing it again.
Let’s all get up and dance to a song
That was a hit before your mother was born.
Though she was born a long, long time ago
Your mother should know (Your mother should…)
Your mother should know (…know.)
Lift up your hearts and sing me a song
That was a hit before your mother was born.
Though she was born a long, long time ago
Your mother should know (Your mother should…)
Your mother should know (Aaaah.)
Your mother should know (Your mother should…)
Your mother should know (Aaaah.)
Sing it again.
Though she was born a long, long time ago
Your mother should know (Your mother should…)
Your mother should know (Yeah.)
Your mother should know (Your mother should…)
Your mother should know (Yeah.)
Your mother should know (Your mother should…)
Your mother should know (Yeah.)

This is a Paul. You do not compare the complexity of each one. You must realize that Maccah is a lot more permanent. He occupies a lower level of abstraction. You are going to hear his songs overlying more memorable events, I mean, a higher number of ordinary events. I get the composite picture of the length of a person’s life being how long a trail of poo-poo he leaves behind him, as if it were all still attached, like a goldfish.

Names are something to play with. To many ppl, a name is “the clothes make the man”; they change their name to succeed. To me, a name is an opportunity to circumvent the rules of logic or grammar. A statement which is impossible to compose may find expression as long as the end of the last word to the beginning of the next word can be substituted by the balloon of a name, or close to it. I’ll take the closest common name. Whatever is clever, Trevor.

I no longer require looking up the definition of a word if I want to know what one means. I will accept looking up the definition to a word which I will soon encounter.

Sometimes the scene in front of me takes on an ersatz feel, as if the gravity has escaped it. If you had a whole seantific audience with you, and they all leave, you should be able to leave, too. That would leave nobody in your head, not even you.

The actual premise for spirits to shift around among bodies departs from the physical world in the sense that, while it is physiologically possible for many beings to experience the same event, as it is on television, … not on television, just with television the technology present in the world, a lot of viewers can view an event remotely. Psychically, we seek an inverted relationship. I don’t remember what that is right now. I like things which get a wrinkle in them.

If you want to see a flame front, get a glass Sparklett’s bottle, put in enough lighter fluid to cover all the glass, about a half-oz, spin the bottle until all the sides are covered, then set it upright and drop in a match. As the oxygen enters to replace the burned fuel, an undulating flame front progresses down the bottle to the bottom in a few seconds, then it hoots. You are afraid it will explode, but it doesn’t.

Turn out the lights. It’s like a seance for pyro sulfur freaks.

If you could read my mind

If you could read my mind love
What a tale my thoughts could tell
Just like an old time movie
bout a ghost from a wishin well
In a castle dark or a fortress strong
With chains upon my feet
You know that ghost is me
And I will never be set free
As long as Im a ghost that you cant see
If I could read your mind love
What a tale your thoughts could tell
Just like a paperback novel
The kind that drugstores sell
When you reach the part where the heartaches come
The hero would be me
But heroes often fail
And you wont read that book again
Because the endings just too hard to take

Id walk away like a movie star
Who gets burned in a three way script
Enter number two
A movie queen to play the scene
Of bringing all the good things out in me
But for now love, lets be real
* I never thought I could act this way *
And Ive got to say that I just dont get it
I dont know where we went wrong
But the feelins gone
And I just cant get it back

If you could read my mind love
What a tale my thoughts could tell
Just like an old time movie
bout a ghost from a wishin well
In a castle dark or a fortress strong
With chains upon my feet
But stories always end
And if you read between the lines
Youll know that Im just tryin to understand
The feelins that you lack
I never thought I could feel this way
And Ive got to say that I just to get it
I dont know where we went wrong
But the feelins gone
And I just cant get it back

It’s by Gordon Lightfoot. The other one’s Van Morrison. You never say you are psychic, see? You never say you can read minds. Don’t even say you can make dope. Have several layers of a buffer zone between you and the drugs. You have better things to do than go to jail. Suggest that other ppl can read your mind. That’s what the magician does. JWL did LSD, but he had to get it from Augustus Owsley Stanley III. A whole syndicate did it, in 1967, in order to have the honor of turning on the Beatles. It must have been 1966. I don’t know how you do it if you are the hypnotist, though. You have to say that you are the hypnotist.


Cybercrime has a hacker science covering the maintenance of buffer zones such that money is accumulated safely, then secured by the criminal. Dope making is a little different. It may overlap, but, if you think about it, drug manufacturing is a victimless. I think you have to be hands-on to get paid. It is a material thing, not something like money that travels over wires. Everyone in the biz knows everyone else on sight. I like dealing with ppl straddling the line between crime and society. We are never quite sure of what crimes we may have inadvertently committed, so, we can be blackmailed. Try me.

Sing a song of sixpence,
a pocket full of rye;
Four and twenty blackbirds,
Baked in a pie.

When the pie was opened,
The birds began to sing;
Wasn’t that a dainty dish,
To set before the king?

The king was in the counting house,
Counting out his money;
The queen was in the parlor,
Eating bread and honey.

The maid was in the garden,
Hanging out the clothes;
When along came a blackbird,
And snipped off her nose.